hellos.
i'm wanyu, that's my pretty name
i like shopping, sun-tanning, partying, pretty colours, radiant bright colours, bitching a little and things to go my way
i'm friendly, nevermind what the others say
i'm quite spoilt, i apologise sincerely if it gets your way
i have mood swings sometimes, but who doesnt?
ex CJ-ian, IJ girl
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Thursday, May 20, 2010 { 8:08 AM }





Today, was my very first day at work
I woke up at 9.30, and thought that i was running very late, and in deep shit
Lady luck stood by my side, and i made it barely on time-10.55
Don't ask me how i did it, i took public transport aka bus too!


Work at paragon made me realised, that there are so many things in this world that I haven't done
I haven't gone scuba-diving before
I haven't gone to Paris, London or any of the European states
I haven't really explore the world, just stuck in Singapore all my life
I haven't bought myself a dog, despite being a dog lover
I haven't bump into a celebrity down the street, and this 6 year old girl that came in today had
I haven't stepped into the casino my entire life, and played any of those "games"


I haven't done so much stuff, and yet I'm already turning 20. Like the fatal, 2- is coming out, wrinkles will start to form, soon i'll be an old hag soon


I used to think I found the one in my life, but then again, he's no longer the one anymore
Things change, my emotions change, he changed
we all change


I thought that while you were away, in Thailand for 3 weeks, 22 days to be exact
you'll figure out, that I meant the world to you
you'll figure out, that maybe you will show me how much i mean to you
That your heart will grow fonder for me
That you'll come back, putting your whole 100 percent effort in this relationship

I was deeply wrong, and utterly disappointed, that things became worse
took a wrong turn, and we found ourselves lost again
the "breakup" word is now so often used
i have no idea what I mean to you anymore


If you truly love me, why would you tell me, or keep insisting that we should break up?
Am i the only one, who wants this relationship?
Am i the only one trying in this relationship?
Do you see the future, do you see me in your future
Are you bringing me, along to your future?


I always thought, that the more you suggested breaking up, the more i will get used to it
and maybe it doesn't hurt, so much anymore
yet, with each time you suggest a breakup
it seemed like the pain just get worse and worse
til my heart tells me to let it go, you ain't worth it, my mind tells me, it's over please let him go


if you sincerely still love me, or feel something for me
it's really time, to show me, to let me know
i need some answers, all i get are questions and yet more questions



I know I mean so little to you nowadays
I wonder, will you be better off, with someone else?
will you be happier, without me?

i just want the best for you , and if i know i ain't the one no more
then it's time, to bid farewell


I love you, so much til I lose myself
What about you?

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